Youth who Shier

Not the same as the youth, not the same story. Youth who Shier, let me work and live in the occasional thought, and now slowly tastes, there are different emotions, different feelings. Some things can be forgotten, something left a mark on youth, it is difficult to forget. Remember that youth who Shier, you can let me courage to face the work of trouble, allowing me the courage to face life's ups and downs, give me to increase the enthusiasm of the work and life passion. 
  
In 2000, left her parents to Beijing study. My life is re-opened a new page, and now seems, I decided to come to Beijing to study is right. The first year of tuition plus accommodation, a total of 8000 military training costs money. But my arms just Chuaizhe 4000 money, the money is borrowed patchwork, when I heard about at home, the University's credit, they come to the school to report the. I found the school leaders of the school Secretary Wang, this is our number one college, I would honestly say the situation, the Secretary Wang Wei, a teacher and the headmaster of the class teacher and our class teacher explained Young, I registered on the report. For my special circumstances, to teach Wei, director of teacher arranged for me in school work-study, 270 yuan a month, our department's classroom can be a clean sweep. In order not to affect the students on the study up, I was 11 pm, 5:00 am cleaning. As a result of the particularity of the impact of our students rest quarters, and now chat with and they are still brooding on it. 
  
Our Young teacher the class teacher to give my life meticulous care, she was the first one I came closest to Beijing, now I think of her in the spare Shihai, the kind of maternal love, give my life to learn ignite the passion. Let me say once inferiority complex heart to find self-confidence.Now my home was also placed on a Young teacher gave me a red jacket, it is cold in winter I was afraid I would do, workmanship is very detailed, so many years, and we have this collection of pieces of cotton-padded jacket. Teacher Yang said, "The money has value, no money can be earned after the knowledge is priceless, your time is now hard to learn, rather than looking for a place to work." Young teachers on Saturdays and Sundays, when we take a break in her home, give us a better life when she had more than 60 years old. Took us to the Yuyuantan, Xiangshan play. Xiangshan have the footpath, you can reach the mountain, and then be able to reach the Botanical Gardens. In the Fragrant Hills in the mountain, as well as my sister's photo and Yang teacher, has been treasure. SAS spread of the virus in 2003, Yang teacher died, it was the day after the death of Mother's Day, and Mother's Day the day me and her over the phone, because feelings, I have always regarded the teacher as the mother to see Yang, Yang teacher took meWhen his son to see. Hearing this news, I did not come out for a week, and the Young teachers living together bit by bit in my mind 11 surfaced, it was a painful period of my life in the day, the pain of lost loved ones, leaving youth mark. 
  
School work-study wages simply can not fill the school fees I owe the school where a month deducted from my salary as part of the tuition, then 50 a month the money will be able to fill his stomach, relatively constraints. In order to get rid of this dilemma, I remember the school Zhao, Su Hui, Mu Wen moved to a few classmates went to look for things to do, because just arrived in Beijing, totally unfamiliar, professional knowledge fall far short of work requirements, The few of us can do to find some manual labor. Su Hui-dimensional computer schools in eight out leaflets to find a work, Su Hui this person is very passionate, walking all ran, a strong sense of time. 8-dimensional computer schools in the Haidian Huangzhuang do not know now there is no deposit, that is due to come to this school out leaflets, I have experienced in my life have to let guilt thing, this is something. Day, 15 yuan of money, in addition to eating and drinking, we are also the remaining 10 yuan a day. We are 4 4:30 every morning to sit in the first bus 301, Mavericks Square at night back to school are generally Shidianzuoyou, that is, if we are right life is full of hope, for learning full of fun, the feeling in my future With very little work. 
  
Since several of our outstanding performance, a day's wages rose to 25 yuan, in the leaflets of the process, there is a small episode worthy of that, we have a few, all students, almost no social experience, when we do not know what is urban management, urban management is not sure what to do. Mu Wen moved to take a bit bookish eyes, with the words a bit reckless now, talking is not clear, the sound is still very low, a little timid timid. When the urban management and uncle came to him, he also chased leaflets Didao uncle's hands, thus chased his uncle took him to the police station, because the body did not take student cards, identity cards, appointment cards stupefied that he closed eight hours, back to school when they are 12:00, and we three sat in the school the school gate a few hours that night Beijing beautiful snowflakes floating in the street lamp under the beautiful shine, while several of us spend all day hanging Silver Art Su-wrapped. 
  
 Su Hui do not know where to get the message that there is a unit of Chaoyang issued a leaflet a dime, Zhao remember do not believe in heaven Diaoxian Bing's a good thing, that one day than we earn money to 25 higher. So was credited back to my hometown in Shandong Zhao things do not rest assured that a few days of his wages, he and the director said, "I go home with something, you end up with the money to me, or else you run, and I who to turn to to go. "From this point of view, Zhao mind is indeed better than several of our rivers and lakes a little bit of experience. We have eight-dimensional computer schools quit my job, to Beijing nine power marketing company. We are four responsible Haidian Zhongguancun, Huangzhuang, People's University of leaflets issued in several parts of this work. The morning we went to the company reported that the leaflets sent to Haidian, Haidian us and then distributed. At that time few of us down one day with an average of 120 money income, 1200 nor is it easy to send copies of leaflets, these leaflets to be effective, in your 50-meter radius of the location of the ground, trash can not have flyers, otherwise they will be punished in charge of things are not checked. We would also like to watch the side of urban management, while also beware of charge. 
  
8-dimensional computer schools pay no knot it, several of us quit work, not able to receive their salaries in time. If that day I did not receive wages, if the day I went for a night, I do not it will be to the matter has been guilty to the present, we often think of, my heart is very depressed, and life on the road is not if, there is no place regret place. I went to the eight-dimensional computer schools, but the financial payment of wages is in another place, I do not know how that place a go method. Just downstairs, and I say hello to a little girl, "hey, but also recognize my Mody," I really can not remember 1:30 will come. She said, "you forget, you just arrived when the unit in charge do not want you, say you do not speak Mandarin, that I intercede for you before you have to stay ah," I studied a look at this little girl to stay a ponytail, wearing glasses, wearing a beige jacket, a very simple and quiet girl. I said, "the time for each meeting, how have not seen you, ah," she said, "you come, I just quit my job, and heard that you are a college student is not easy to feel you are pretty, and I and the competent Bi Jiaoshu give you leave to you intercede. " She is also a salaried here, because these two months something did not come Kuaiguo Nian, and and his father go home, they came salaried, and just when going downstairs and met me. 
  
Her enthusiasm, help me become a pain in my life forever. After receiving the wages she heard that I did not receive paychecks, that must take me to, but I do not know where to lead, just like her to go to receive paychecks. After receiving wages, she said, "I train tomorrow night, I invite you to eat Kentucky Fried Chicken Bar, later may not come to Beijing," she home is in Jiangxi, and her father work in the Haidian Silicon Valley Computer City. I said I did not have flyers made it, she said, "I help you made it, hair finished with us to eat KFC." She rode a bike to take me to the People's University, I have to help me out leaflets that point. I did not want her out leaflets, I am afraid to see in charge will be deducted from my money, because the experience of a few months out leaflets, let me in charge of urban management and the timing has to understand.The problem is I did not meet the plain-clothes police experience ah, my inattentive case, this little girl Take leaflets distributed to passers-by, just this time, down from a bridge a few plain-clothes police appeared in front of me. Check my student card, ID cards, check her, she did not carry identity cards, appointment cards, temporary residence permits and certificates belonging to the three no's. 
  
Several plain-clothes police on the take the girl away, I do not allow, because I do not know really the police, so they produced a working document, I am dumbfounded. I cried and stopped, the police said that I am interfering with official business, and drive me away, but for Ming Chao and his cousin over from there, I may not know what will become of the circumstances. The little girl was taken away when she was desperate eyes, I am now in retrospect that feelings of guilt always haunted me. Little girl said, "Tell me dad, hurry up to tell my father," there were no telephones, the girl told my pager number is also ugly because of special tension wrote a. I hastened to the eight-dimensional computer schools see her family contact, so that the original bike colleagues in her home and sent her, I quickly went to a nearby police station, the People's University has not been sent to investigate a little girl.Haidian Street, went to the police station to investigate, no fruit, the said Board may be sent to the police station in Changping Seven Mile, and may be sent to the South Panning of. I also went to the police station in Changping Qili Board also did not find this little girl. Up to now no longer connected to her, and next her father's pager does not pass, and cut off contact. There began the story does not end, so I thought a long time could not calm down, but then I went to the eight-dimensional computer schools to inquire, do not know of her whereabouts. 
  
Eternity is the time constant is the years. Youth who Shier, I have to say the story. I remember Zhao, Su Hui, Mu Wen to move together, support one another and help each other classmate friendship, Yang teacher like her mother concerned about the little girl and pure love, and always reminds me of them good to me, let me in the future working and living in a time when setbacks and tribulations has given me spiritual motivation and support to my life left a mark on youth.